"in life, you must GO"

let's start this entry off w/ a banger.... MARIO TESTINO and i !!!
what i was alluding from my last post is this kinda stuff ^^ omar
said do you know mario testino ? i was like, "uhhhh of course" .
he told me he's friend w/ him and he doesn't care about looks, he cares
about personality and the way you are . he wanted me to meet mario
because he thought i was great, i couldn't believe it . and in LA there
is so much bullshit and talk and whatever so i never believe anything,
boy did i not know omar was the REAL DEAL . next day i got a text
and poof i was at mario's house 1 on 1 hanging out w/ him, unreal...
you know as a kid i always had different interest, i liked depeche mode,
i thought bryan ferry was the coolest man alive, i loved taking photos
of my life and sharing obsessively about it on here, just a little different
ya know ? well don't get me wrong i adore my friends always will but
i'm finally finding my tribe . i'm so happy now to be w/ people like
bryan, omar, david, ana etc etc . in life i want to be around people
better than me . i want to learn and see how they just live, see how they
got to be where they are standing now . if you look at the last posts there
is a big transformation, there are no hollywood clubs or girls in bed anymore .
i have been having sex every week w/ people that did not stimulate me,
been in clubs w/ people that did not get me . now i'm really coming in my
stride, it's good but it's a little sad to think how i'm finding it so late .
i'm rambling on like always but i'm just excited and inspired by these people
and i wanted to share it . back to the photo, i'm just sitting there having an intimate
moment w/ one of the worlds greatest photographer's, i never thought
that would happen . omar did this because we had dinner and he liked me .
the point of all of this is find your tribe and try to be around them forever <3

a wonderful dinner w/ legends and amazing people the following nite <3

worked for altenative apparel again, just two blocks from my house ;)
giving me the "poofy hair part look" is not cool tho :/ adore this crew

someone told me i had a Levi's ad in the sunday LA times so
i thought cool and i walked to LA cafe down the street and bought
one for 2$ . jesus what a nightmare this thing is, 200 plus pages
of paper, all folded and interweaved w/ another w/ ads inserted all through-
out the damn thing . i can't believe it's ALL that paper of YESTERDAY'S
news for 2$ . how many trees have been massacred so people like me can
just crumple it up and throw it into the trash like i'm playing hoops while
gaining nothing from it ? this is one thing that i'm definitely glad that technology
is wiping out.. bye bye useless paper . oh and i never even found the ad :/

this is cuba ^^ a friend showed me her instagram, "yo this Ridley
Scott's grand daughter she's super cool, super young and in
the newest barney's campaign and every fashion photographer
is taking a huge interest in her she's the new IT kid jesse !!" or
something like that ;) i just said uh-uh, you meet one you
meet them all they are pretty jaded and lame . basically i think i said
she was wack without meeting her haha . so i obviously felt like an
idiot when i met her and called bryan to tell him how amazing she is .
she's almost a decade younger than me, talks way cooler, dresses way
cooler, moves way cooler . she has this aura about her... to be honest
i envy her in the best way . her life has been on the fast track she has
experienced so much more than me . she is destined for many many things .
cuba i adore you and your talent and i love the drawing you did of me !!! <3 <3

taylor wondering which color sandro shirt should he wear to the club ^^

IMAGES HAVE BEEN REMOVED DUE TO
"THE STANDARD" HOTEL POLICY ON PHOTOGRAPHS
(THIS WAS ONE OF THEM)

IMAGES HAVE BEEN REMOVED DUE TO
"THE STANDARD" HOTEL POLICY ON PHOTOGRAPHS
(THIS WAS ONE OF THEM)

IMAGES HAVE BEEN REMOVED DUE TO
"THE STANDARD" HOTEL POLICY ON PHOTOGRAPHS
(THIS WAS ONE OF THEM)

IMAGES HAVE BEEN REMOVED DUE TO
"THE STANDARD" HOTEL POLICY ON PHOTOGRAPHS
(THIS WAS ONE OF THEM)

this girl gave me the "come here" finger so i went of course ^^
we started to dance and after about three minutes i look at her
and say, "am i going to ever see you again ?" she smiled and
politely said no . and i don't blame her, her age, her accent, the
way she moved... she's a woman, a beautiful woman . and i'm not
a boy but i don't think i'm a man yet either . i'm in this lame in between
stage, and i can't pull mature graceful women yet, so that sucks...

this random man who wears great socks tucked into his shoes while passed
out at 2am in front of the standard is probably thinking the same thing
as me, (due to the slight smile on his face) "OH WHAT A NITE !!" :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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